174: (i hear the voice of rage and ruin.)
sammy winchester the chubby 12 year old ([personal profile] 174) wrote in [community profile] holdmypoodle2014-07-07 02:12 am

But with the beast inside;


It's not easy to track because it seems to know when it's being tracked. There's no mistaking the signs: A series of bodies strewn (cleverly, at least) across a few states, hearts removed, bodies mauled. Nobody's made a connection because there's not much connection to make, other than the similarities in their deaths.

'Animal attack,' he's heard more often than he's heard anything else, and it's starting to become a lot more difficult to contain his eye rolls.

It's different, not hunting with his brother. It's different not having that connection, that supreme and faultless backup that he knows will be behind him if he's in trouble, that he knows will come if he calls his name. Hunting on your own requires much more self-reliance than Sam's had in a long time, a keen awareness that he's had to learn because it doesn't come as innate to him as it does for Dean. Maybe it was all the years off. Maybe he's just not as good of a hunter. He really ought to be sticking to his books, sometimes.

California leads to Washington leads all the way to Minnesota leads to Connecticut, and it's there that he finally (finally) picks up a trail that's something other than a dead body. It must have a nest, somewhere in the area. Even monsters need their beauty rest.

It turns out to be some ramshackle house out in the more rural areas, up where the hills are high and the air is thin, woods aplenty for it to prowl throughout and just enough people nearby to have its pick of prey. Sam is armed, both with a pistol and a silver knife, but there's a sense of foreboding when he slips his way in through one of the broken windows. Like he's not going to make it out of this fight alive. Paranoia's getting to him. He's been on this case too long.
hellofist: (these marks)

[personal profile] hellofist 2014-07-07 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
For the most part, she has no idea what she's doing. When she wakes up with blood on her hands and on her mouth and the taste of copper in her throat Cass tells herself it's animals. Something is wrong with her and she's blacking out and waking up naked covered in blood because she...

No, the lying doesn't work. She tries locking herself up and that doesn't work. She tries isolation and that almost works, until the moon. More running and then this time, this time she tries her best to find something as far away from people as she can. She chains herself to the remains of an old iron stove and closes her eyes tightly and hopes over and over and over that this time, this time she has it beat.

She does, sort of. She changes and the chains dig into her skin and the stove squeaks when she pulls and her screams and then roars should be enough to scare away anyone who comes. It's a miracle to her that the chains hold and even though she doesn't feel the pain of the change, the exhaustion hits her like a ton of bricks every single time.

The sound of boots on glass filters through to the makeshift kitchen and Cass curls in on herself, hopeful that whoever is there will either leave or just do it, kill her, stop her for good. Anything would be better than this.
hellofist: (beaten up)

[personal profile] hellofist 2014-07-07 06:52 am (UTC)(link)
It had started years ago. Training a weapon meant her father brought in the toughest and one day, it had gone very wrong. He'd clawed her near in half before setting on her with his jaws, broke her leg in two places before Cain had been able to kill the man and haul him off her. She had been ten, but for some reason the changes hadn't hit her like this until now.

Drugs from Cain, maybe. Something to keep her docile enough that she slept straight through it all only to wake up tired and covered in bruises she didn't remember getting and no explanations. Maybe the fact that things only got this bad after she finally got the courage to run away from him should clue her in, but it doesn't. It hasn't yet, anyway. Maybe someday.

For now, she winces and pushes herself behind the stove a little more, weak enough that she knows she stands no chance against him. When he asks if she's hungry her stomach lurches, threatening to expel her last meal - a cheap burger, thank you. But she gets a handle on it, lifts her face to look at him with hope in her eyes.

"Are you here... to kill me?"
hellofist: (side eye)

[personal profile] hellofist 2014-07-07 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
The best case here is she has another month of guilt she can barely cope with, scrounging for real food and living in this shack because the chains held, her restraints worked, before it all happens again. And what's to say the chains won't give eventually? The stove can only take so much stress before she manages to break it.

The only permanent fix is standing in front of her and he's lowering his gun.

"You should," she says quietly, even as she cowers from him. "Stick to your plan."
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[personal profile] hellofist 2014-07-07 07:12 am (UTC)(link)
There's so much compassion in him that she can't help but feel a little soothed by the way he watches her, even if his face is as closed off as he can make it and that gun is still pointed at her. If anything those things just make her like him more because he's still her ticket, he's still someone who can stop her and she never thought her option would be someone kind.

Maybe she's finally gotten lucky.

"Very bad people." She sits up a little bit more, rubs at where the chains are scraping her wrists raw. "Bad men who... make bad mistakes."
hellofist: (gotta concentrate)

tags from bed shhh

[personal profile] hellofist 2014-07-07 07:54 am (UTC)(link)
"No," she admits. "Better I die... than someone innocent. Would rather live, but..."

She trails off there because he'll know how that sentence ends. She's been free such a short time, there is still so much to do and here she is, naked and chained up on the floor of an abandoned house, starting to shiver because now her fur is gone.
hellofist: (not crying)

hdeveryone

[personal profile] hellofist 2014-07-10 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
If it's possible, her face crumples even more. There is absolutely no fight in her and now her head hangs low, tears springing to her eyes. She's exhausted, there's so much guilt weighing on her she feels like she'll drown in it and she wishes he would pull the trigger. Take the choices away, because she has never had choice and now she doesn't know what to do with it.

"I don't want to," she tries to speak as strongly as she can so he'll hear her clearly and won't come any closer, but with the tears making her throat close up and the way she's shaking, it's hardly more than a whisper. "Don't want to kill. I never did."